In 2015, I was very close to the emotional rollercoaster as I was going through a very tough time as an employee at my teaching job.

It was a job that I loved and, as happens in every job for everyone at one time or another, a change in management caused terrible friction and my employer attempted to fire me twice.

White the success of this action was ultimately limited, it did cost me in terms of income and health. The feelings affected the thoughts. Backwards.

We are taught in the blueprint builder that it is thought…our thoughts…our choice…then charged with feelings backed by a burning desire that will lead to our ultimate bliss.

While I had happiness and enjoyment in my job, it was becoming more and more limiting in my own mind and there was something that was seriously missing.

Discovering our divineness is the first step. Now when I see all of those negative feelings that cropped up “during” the trial…now as the observer…I can be more objective.

Everybody and everything has their place in my evolution and I know that there is a place for it all. Those feelings that used to negatively affect my health are my motivation for better health.

Those things that limited my “classroom” to an actual room in a building in a system controlled by others to meet an agenda that may not even be genuine for them…but are part of the system.

It’s time to graduate and place these events and things from my past in the right context. I view the achievement cards regularly and take what is amazing from my past but don’t live it or relive it so as to affect my health and let something terrible like anger lead.

Negative emotions given that kind of strength will flip the blueprint builder and lead to a path of destruction…and I have come too far to fall for that crap.