Well this week was certainly an example of the tides advancing and then receding as my last blog after my silence was my longest and one of my most meaningful. This week was much more subdued, or rather quieter.

I have learned over the years, primarily from this program, I am in control of how I FEEL.

Very foreign thought to most but I have been aware for so long that it is second nature for me. I instinctively have been more in control than most in my expressions or frustrations than many, calmly listening, observing, understanding those that express themselves without the same considerations that I have.

I have had a few conversations with my wife and others about my experience over the past 5 months but they do not really understand what it really is. What it actually does to our subconscious, our intention for change, what we can do to manipulate our future.

Well, I have an absolute understating a clarity of what is possible, yet I still struggle with some execution, refusing the call if you will. I know what I can do but I won’t do it to my fullest potential. Why? I will keep trying.

Until Next Time…………