The further I get through this course the more I realize I can do better, I need to do better. I am good at many of the tasks but terrible at others. I suppose recognition and admittance is a good start but I must improve if I want to fullfill my DMP.

That being said, I am still searching for my true DMP. I have made a dozen iterations and it still hasnt been finalized. Not only by my guide but by my own heart. I have some feelings that I am pretending not to know and unsure if I will ever act on some of them.

I stated in a previous post about making the right decisions and I often think that occasionally when we think about what we want its not a burning desire from our spirit but a temptation seeded by others.

Even when it feels like something you should (or shouldn’t) do the thought of the ramifications of certain actions aren’t worth the chance.

This week I’m trying to focus on “what would the person I intend to become do next” as it can be very powerful when you give yourself permission. In my opinion, it will override the concerns I had written just a few sentences ago.

Funny how the mind, or spirit, shows you things unfolding when you start paying attention.

I got more to give, for my loved ones but more importantly for my future self.

Until next time…..