Living in intense stress for more than a year causes power to be divided. According to Charles Haanel, trying to defend myself and my assets when I could see corruption, deceit, and manipulation taking place was incredibly hard, especially when the people involved seemed to have power over me and everything I had built over the course of my life.
My attention went to: what can I fix, how can I protect myself, and what can I regain quickly and immediately? With no sleep, or very little, I was constantly on high alert and vigilant about everything. My energy became diluted.
What I am learning is that my energy had to re-centralize. I surrendered because what was more important for me was the happiness of my daughter. I could not go forward anymore; it seemed like every action I was taking was being blocked.
I had to recalibrate. My sits have become more important than trying to solve problems. I am not meant to rebuild through strain. I love peace and calm, and I believe I can have peace and calm while operating in a profession like real estate, or property development as it’s called in the UK.
My energy is now going toward reclaiming inner dominance and narrowing my focus so that my alignment can do the heavy lifting.
Once that happens, I feel I will be able to think more clearly and strategically, and look to joyfully rebuilding a more secure and stronger base for the future of my business and my life.
This is true strength Naila. You moved from survival to sovereignty. From scattered defense to centered power. That shift changes everything.
Choosing peace, especially after prolonged stress, is not surrender, it’s recalibration. Your energy is consolidating, revamping.
You’re rebuilding from alignment now and that foundation is strong and progressive.