My life feels like it is falling apart, I have been at rock bottom before but this chapter feels like a whole other level of rock bottom
I am in a constant flux with my mind, I am having to guard my thoughts like the watchman at the gate as I don’t want my unconscious mind to take on any of this negativity.
I know from listening to Mark’s story that this is just a story I am telling myself (although it feels so true) so I’m asking myself “is this story empowering?”…NO.. So I am going to choose another story that can change everything….
This is a time to play full out, let go of what is no longer serving me and take control of my thoughts. My inner world creates my outer world. I know the life I am living right now is from seeds that I planted in the past….
This is not the harvest I want to reap, so now I am planting seeds that will bring me the life I desire. I know I am golden underneath all the concrete that myself and society has placed upon me.
I know through experience of practicing over the week that my thoughts change my feelings which changes my actions. I must continue to plant good seeds and remind myself that nature never hurries and blooms in perfect time.
It takes courage to have faith in the unseen and this is what I am leaning on with full faith. When doubt raises its head, I acknowledge it and turn my focus to what I want instead. I have learnt that I have 40 billion (workers) ready to work for me and with me, how cool is that…
Now it’s my job to get them all working together rather than being scattered and working against each other. I have to ensure I am keeping my thoughts consistent towards what I want to create the cumulative consciousness and giving clear mental pictures of what I truly desire.
I believe this course has come at the most perfect time for me and my family… and I am determined to play full out as I reap the happiness and success that is mine (I have been reading with ENTHUUUUSIASUM and enjoying my “sits”.
I am planting seeds of intention and allowing the method to reveal itself to me, I’m staying open and being the observer….. I have rewritten my DMP and recorded it into my phone…. It actually excites me and gives me hope, hope that life is going to improve and I have the power inside of me to create this life…
DO IT NOW…. now is all there is and now is all there ever will be. The time is NOW!
Yes, Kirsty, you are 100% right, the time is NOW because no other time really exists, only our Old blueprint is constantly trying to trick us by letting us believe that things WILL be easier or better tomorrow…You are planting excellent seeds and as you wisely say, it takes courage to keep your faith in it until they bloom…So just remember that, eventhough you have to do it by yourself, you cannot do it alone, and you will always have the help you ask for from this amazing MKE community. Thank you for your inspiring blog!
I’m so glad to hear that you are benefiting from the course and you’re realising how to work with the exercises.
Keep up the great practice and the results speak for themselves!