After a challenging last week with my poor behavior and bad choices I have gotten back on track quite well this week. At least with my reads and my sits.

Thinking about making small advancements each day has helped stick with my promises and visualize what I really want my future to look like. I actually realized that my PPN’s were a little off. Instead of Liberty it is Helping Others along with True Health.

I was in a sit and instead of Battleshipping during it all I could think was “What do I want?” Over and over again in my mind is all I could focus on.

Ever since I started this program 10 years ago I have been unclear about my Dharma. Thinking that certain things would bring me the joy and happiness I so desperately searched for turned out to not fulfill me. I manifested many things I thought that I wanted but still I seek that ultimate joy.

What came to me is that I have a lot to offer others by sharing my story. The terrible circumstances I was in as a toddler, through my own bad decisions as a teenager, up to my current success, and 100’s of situations in between.

I know that I can influence others in a positive manner because I am an example of turning a life around.

I revamped my DMP to reflect my PPN change and it feels really close to my heart’s desire. There are a couple tweaks I know I still need to make but waiting on my guide to make her suggestions before I do.

That being said I can now augment my movie poster and start my press release and put my DMP to music. I thought it was wasted energy to do it previously because I knew it was not ready, it is now.

I am excited to see my new DMP gain traction and unfold for my future self.

I can be what I will to be!

Until next time……