Week 15 continues to chip away at the cement as the new reality emerges.
Being in the present moment, suddenly I started to feel emotions and feelings of overwhelm. I felt like a turtle without a shell of protection. I am so grateful for the like-minded people who appeared it seemed from nowhere in just the right time.
Also thankful for the mastermind tribe last evening who pointed out this is part of cement falling off. Kelly shared that it sometimes feels like a death. Feelings of grief and she said, “you are in a safe place.” No one had ever said that to me before.
More than likely because I always have made sure my armour of protection remained on at all costs. I was able to speak clearly how I felt and what I felt which was “vulnerable.”
I shared, “I am someone who always appears and for the most part it is true – put together, confident, etc.” The tribe pointed out – indeed a characteristic of my color personality white.
Yes, I might sit back and take it all in and you might not see me involved in conflict or complaints. I feel grateful for the safe space to grow and explore and recognize who I am and where I am at this stage of life.
I acknowledge that I do apply what I learn when given the opportunity to do so. This is my opportunity to stretch and let go. An opportunity to release the past and step into my new reality.
It feels really good. It feels really safe. Doing so, will allow me also to hold space for others.
“Seek and you shall find. Knock and the door will be open.” Matthew 7:7-8.
Thank you for such a beautiful compliment. It is a gift to grow in safe surroundings without judgement. I wish you peace and love throughout your journey. I also Looooooove the analogy of a turtle without it’s shell. The accuracy is on point. You are doing an amazing job!
Arlene, I never knew we were of the same color code. Thank you for sharing and yes- truly feels exciting and scary at the same time! Thank goodness for the knowledge of the law of relaxation.
Hi Ron, so nice to meet another color code white. Yes, indeed – the journey is so worth every step! Bravo!
Sabrina, Thank you for your calm and honest words. You are an inspiration.
“A turtle without a shell” – what a powerful way to describe it. So happy you’ve found your safe tribe. The cement is falling! ✨
This work is difficult and without the support of like minded people and the mastermind, it would be difficult to get through it. My color code is white as well Sabrina.
Well done, Sabrina – congratulations on being vulnerable, a difficult thing for us whites:)