It’s Week 1 of The Master Key Experience. We were warned to watch for resistance — and boy, did it show up today. Honestly, it almost pulled me off track, but I recognized it for what it was: evidence of cement.
That familiar expression about drinking from a firehose? That’s exactly how it feels right now. Not only am I faced with the reality that my thoughts are ultimately responsible for the circumstances of my life, but I’m also juggling a flood of new habits introduced from day one.
Overwhelm is a place I can land pretty quickly. After the first week’s webinar, I even wondered if I’m addicted to the physiological effects of overwhelm and disgust. But that’s probably a topic for another day.
Still, there’s a great cliché about overwhelm: How do you eat an elephant? One bite at a time.
So despite being sick all week, I decided to tackle things one step at a time—catching up on the webinar I missed, handling the setup tasks, and writing down the daily requirements in a format that worked for me. I even set calendar reminders for the weekly tasks. Whew.
I was proud of myself for keeping my head down and moving forward. That’s why it surprised me when this loud inner voice showed up: “This is dumb.” “I don’t have time for this!” WHOA.
Add to that, I’m still not feeling great physically—and when I’m not strong physically, it’s harder to stay strong mentally.
BUT… this time, I recognized it. That Old Blueprint trying to direct my life. A line from our reading this week nails it.
“I have lived as an onion plant. It has not pleased me.”
— Og Mandino, The Greatest Salesman in the World, p. 53
Life is not bad. But there’s always been something roaring inside that I couldn’t name or satisfy. Which is why I can’t keep following the Old Blueprint. It’s time for something new.
Amy, I admire how you clearly defined the challenge of resistance and took charge with deliberate action. Thank you for sharing.
Awesome point Ron – mahalo
LOVE THIS BLOG. This part “I was proud of myself for keeping my head down and moving forward. That’s why it surprised me when this loud inner voice showed up: “This is dumb.” “I don’t have time for this!” WHOA.” WOW can I identify with that – and you know you’re on the right track when the OLD blueprint is screaming at ya lol! Mahalo for sharing Amy loved this.
Thanks Arlene. One step at a time!
Small steps repeated are the key. Reading the same pages day after day, now the index cards …. I too feel the rebellion of subby. I am comforted through that there is a way to improve my/your/our cirmcumstances.
Welcome Amy! Enjoy the journey!
Very well said. Being the observer is great. I think everyone feels the resistance. I’m glad you shared yours so others can see they are not alone. Keep moving forward one bite at a time.
Your proactive approach to this first week is commendable Amy.
I can see the cement dissolving already!
What a wonderful awareness to share with the Master Mind, Amy, And congrats! You nailed it despite not feeling well and the firehose syndrome… “BUT… this time, I recognized it. That Old Blueprint trying to direct my life.” YAY!
Well done, Amy! Keep taking baby steps toward your greatness!