I’m behind and I think I’ve been behind almost since the beginning of the Master Key Experience (MKE). I’m still working on my DMP. I got the latest comments on my DMP back this week, and in spite of being a Honors English student I’m not sure I know how to write it in the present tense.
I also find it challenging to write a movie trailer or a poster that what I’ve written is what I want. My goal for the coming week is the clarity that will make it possible for me to complete the assignments.
I had a revelation the other night that was one of those duh moments.
I’ve been saying for a while that I’m not sure I know what I want, what my DMP is, what my bliss is. Well, no wonder it’s not happening, I keep telling my subby that I don’t know what I want so my subby obliges.
It’s time to say I am in the process of figuring out exactly what I want and it is such an exciting process. Just in writing that I can feel the shift in my energy. I am working on visualizing what makes me happy and having a clear mental picture.
I can see myself in my new apartment with gorgeous views and being with my grandchild and creating a legacy by my example of starting over in a new place at age 81. The next step beyond that will reveal itself soon as I do the hard work and focus.
There is a project I started months ago, which I was about to give up on, but as it said in the master key, do not start something that you do not plan to finish.
When I read the Gal in the Glass it gives me the opportunity to have compassion for myself. I love myself even though I am behind. I greet each day with love in my heart, and most of all I am loving myself. It is such a freeing thing to do.
