Greet this day with love in my heart.
Well, I blew it today! This one surgeon I work with is quite difficult to get along with! No one likes him-at least not at work! He’s really tall and imposing. He closes his eyes when he talks to you.
He’s quite condescending -Everyone is stupid except for him: “If they had real doctors in the ER, this [complication] would not have happened.”
How do I say “I love you” silently, when I just want to scream at him!! He micromanages EVERYTHING I DO! I’m just trying to care for my patients, best that I can (and with love).
What to do? What to do? I tried so hard –well, maybe I didn’t really try so hard). There was definitely no love shining in my eyes today! How do I turn this around?
Inhale, breath in through your heart. Exhale and “Let go of the day!” Joe Dispenza on my way home, I feel better. I’ll bring my shield for his insults tomorrow. I’ll smile at him, answer him in the calmest, softest voice.
It’ll take me more than one try to silently say: “I love you,” but I’m there. Give him no reason. Meditate just a bit more, it’s a miracle, but I try.
