I’ve been more faithful to my POA lately. Is this because I’m sensing differences in myself, I’m less stressed by external situations, the current session of MKE is fast approaching its conclusion or … I’m still catching up on things I haven’t completed yet.

I’m attempting to be here now while thinking about carrying on with this program in April and beyond.

I believe I am being more careful with where my thoughts are leading me. And then when I come back to continue writing this blog 12 hours later, I’m not so certain anymore.

It seems to come down to feeling worthy of what happens if I actually do all the work, or scared that if I do all the work and I still have not manifested my innermost wants, then what? GS Pg74:

“Should I concern myself over events which I may never witness?” Og Mandino, The Greatest Salesman in the World

And I know, from the beginning, I need to be studying The Seven Laws of the Mind to counter these thoughts; MK, part 20, 12:

“If we think lack, limitation, discord, we shall find their fruits on every hand; if we think poverty, unhappiness or disease, the thought messengers will carry the summons as readily as any other kind of thought and the result will be just as certain.” Charles Haanel, The Master Key System

How do I coax the best of me out of me?